And here it is.

The moment. when you realize you don't care as much as you did.
the moment where you wish you felt more, but you dont.

yeah,

its that moment.

Suddenly it's like each moment is a frame, a Polaroid of you drunk on Schlitz dancing to fidget house techno.

Smoking the joint listening to Bedouin Soundclash

... a just a moment that should be printed on glossy paper so that way the world can look at it and admire your life.

you have the house, and the car, the friends and the relationship.
but only in photo. your real life,
you rent the room, and the car isn't yours, the friends are great, but you dont even want the relationship.

oh.
why am i high all the time?

Here's my confession... I'm not.

I only am when i need help thinking of this relationship.

It's not that i want you gone, and its i dont want the relationship.

camera flash.

print one more moment for everyone